My NEW old Self (again). =)

My New Year's resolution is to become my old self all over again. Over the past year and a half I let my life change course and I gave up most of the things I loved about life. It was a very stupid thing to let happen because I so easily could have stopped it. I was just afraid to. I wouldn't take the stand for myself that I needed to keep being who I really am. I let someone change me and finally I got sick of it. Now I am determined to become myself again.

Before I changed I was not only a very talkative and loving person, but I had about ten personalities. Slowly, but surely, I see everything about my old self starting to come back alive. Some things, like being a tree-hugger, stuck through the bad changes with me. I used to have a lot of friends, and I became very anti-social, but now I am getting all of my friends back without even trying and I absolutely love it.

I am becoming my old self again. I will let nobody stand in my way and if they try then I will stop being their friend. I am becoming more confident and talkative every day now. I surprised myself when I realized how I let one small thing corrupt me like it did. All in all I accept the fact that it is my fault and I understand that I HAVE to fix that. I will be any one's friend as long as they have qualities that I can trust and be sure of. I am becoming my old self all over again and the process is quite amusing.

Another New Year's Resolution for me is to become more collected and open-minded. I am growing up and I will allow my mind to go with me. I am organizing my brain and I highly encourage it for other people. These are my New Year's resolutions and I am going to accomplish them. I am who I want to be and no one will change that again.